Wednesday, April 22, 2009
@4/22/2009
Chin Yang is dead!never be able to feel n sense anything already! nEVER! I m really fucking tired of my life at times!why do i exist?i 2nd time in my life have this type of feeling for limited reasons!today was really a fuck day!nothing went smoothly ! I remembered that there is once in my life liddat!but my seniors were around..mika n denise .. They really consoled me n help me through but this time..who ish gonna help me through this shyt?no one ! I m depending on myself now!nothing will be right!i m always wrong!i had always been positive in my heart but now no more!a dead person!the pain n hurt in my heart would never go..[note i dun have a relation]i really dun want to continue all this shyt wat how i could have myself? I m really tired n sick of all this!many things occured today which i m not going into details!anyway i m not posting anymore
